ગાંધીજી વિરૂદ્ધ ગુરુદેવ/પરિશિષ્ટ૨

પરિશિષ્ટ ૨

(૨૦૦૫માં ટોરંટો, કેનેડામાં એક પરિસંવાદમાં ભાગ લેવા વિલિયમ રેદિચી ગયા હતા ત્યારે મોડી પડેલી ફ્લાઈટને કારણે રાત્રે જાગતા રહેલા. તે સમયે રવીન્દ્રનાથ સાથે કરેલો કાવ્યમય સંવાદ)

TALKING AT NIGHT TO RABINDRANATH with thanks to jet-lag by William Radice

Toronto 12 November 2005

What would you say, Rabindranath, If you could take some magic path And join us in Toronto? Don’t tell me, please, that you are dead! Speak as I lie awake in bed: Answer me, Rabi, pronto.

What would you now regard as best? The world you wanted in one nest On red earth and khoyai, Or all of us mixing willy-nilly In Rome, Times Square or Piccadilly, L.A., Tianmen, Mumbai?

What best for your sweet Bangla tongue? To be just spoken, read and sung Jol-pothe, sthole, ghate, Or part of the babble we now hear In cities if we cock our ear, Sipping our Coke or latte?

Would you, Rabi, fear and grieve That bhodrolok should now believe Their children’s future safer If in their sandwiches they stick Maths, science and English layered thick With Bangla just a wafer?

That from the best ingreji schools Pour forth the bright who yet are fools Faced by your sadhu bhasha? Would rage compelling you to start A school with a swadeshi heart Be now, today, still harsher?

Or would you thrill at seeing how Translators labour now to plough A field where each short story Or poem of yours can grow and bloom In speech you too tried to assume But not with lasting glory?

You didn’t have a means to beam The light of your Rabindric dream To each and every corner. Would you now, at the global way English can give your sun new day, Be gladder or forlorner?

Would you be sure your songs would thrive As once you hoped they would – survive When your great Rochonaboli Is just wall-cover, like the shelves Of nick-nacks telling deshi selves Ekhane-o amra bangali?

If all your songs were only known By those who from their birth had grown To wheezing of harmonium, And noticed not (the sound seemed cosier) How new artistes made songs not rosier But garish pandemonium?

Or would you have observed how when A great composer travels, then (Beethoven in Beijing, Puccini in New York, John Lennon Everywhere) can shine and burgeon The songs he meant to sing –

Whose sounds he nijodeshe learnt But whose creative fire burnt With longing to speak to all? If just one people sings those songs In style that just to them belongs What petals then can fall,

What fruits from the tree of genius Can lie in the hands of each of us, Bangali or obangali? Would you, Rabindranath, have wanted Your songs in just one soil cemented Or roving digitally

Across this internetted world, This new Kurukshetra where is hurled No victory spear unless It targets world-wide excellence, Lets others judge the truth and sense Of what your works express?

Which world can better – yours or ours – Remove the national gates and bars You wanted to dispel? Could Visva-Bharati ever have done What here in Toronto with such fun This conference does so well?

Could Sriniketan ever gain Relief from poverty and pain, From want and hunger that, If every narrow domestic wall Can, as it must, decay and fall, Our age will best combat?

You stood for freedom from all fear, For heads held high, and vision clear. Are we now edging closer To all you hoped for? Tell me now, Speak from the dark, please bend, please bow Your noble head and whisper

An answer to my jet-lagged plea: From where you are, can you now see The straight, unfettered path That in your songs, time out of mind, You sought but could not wholly find? Tell me, Rabindranath!

Have you attained the total view, The purnota which we, like you, Must grope for, bit by bit? I lie in bed; you do not speak. Out of the dark, a bath-tap leak Is all (I must admit)

I hear from you: it drips, it drops, It seems to say, ‘Your fears and flops Are yours to fix, not mine. I gave you questions, not replies, No more than at its first sunrise My Rabi gave a sign –

Or at its last descent, to where I too now rest in quieter air And even darker night Than is the dark outside your room, Where you, like I, must in the gloom Search for your own light.’

It’s half-past six. Soon I must rise, And shave, and bathe my bleary eyes: The conference starts at nine. The drip of the tap will stay with me As speakers, listeners, clash, agree: ‘Your world,’ it says, ‘not mine.’

Yet none would to this meeting-place Have come if, free of time and space, A poet were not speaking: ‘Keep on, keep trying, I did no more, I merely made, to love and adore, Images of my seeking –

Poems of beauty, songs of joy, Rhymes for the learning girl or boy, Questions, never replies. Don’t worry if you don’t know me yet: When all solutions have been met, That day my spirit dies.’

Enough! It’s time to wash, get up, Or maybe fill my coffee-cup Once more before I dress. There’s love in knowing no answer! May Rabi that truth to us convey And this our conference bless.